Back like Crack!

Where do I start? Such an unorthodox way to start a Blog I would say. I haven't blogged in years so I'm not banking on much. This is my feeble attempt to give folks an insight on my life and it's dealings and help someone through transparency.

Let me introduce myself for starters.... Hi my name is Kourtney Greene formerly Ramsey. I am a mother of 2 girls ages 7 and 5. (can't disclose names predators might be reading) I am a published author, CEO of a Women's Foundation called Women Who Fight, Partner of a Public Relations Firm, CEO of a Promotions company called Heights, Part owner of a clothing company called 8ighty 7, and a lover of all things God.

Here's when it gets juicy lol

In one years time my life has went full circle. :( This time last year I was struggling to get my drivers license (I was 26...sad I know) I had just got a job at a dental clinic...not a big deal right? Lol WRONG! I hadn't worked in awhile my spouse at the time did ALL the working. I just ran businesses, took care of the girls, and made sure He was happy. Sadly He got locked up for some thievery he did back in Georgia (turns out that's why he married me to get away, besides the pretenses of him using the bible, deception, lies, and manipulation) that's in my 3rd book I'm working on, Silent Tears: Prayers from an Abused Wife. (Yea Best seller status)

Although unfortunate it was a bittersweet situation because for the first time in 3 years I felt a sense of FREEDOM. I wanted to pull a JLO (from the movie Enough) and dipset but my deceptive feeling heart wouldn't let me. Its about to get juicy....but you gotta wait until tomorrow. Lol

Don't Miss the Boat!

We all know life is about choices, and depending on the ones you make can dictate the path our lives will go down. I had to be reminded last night.

God gave me a dream last night, someone that I used to cover reached out to me, but I didnt catch the text message until a few hours later. It said, "I'm on the way to your house." While staring at the text I could then see what was going on at that time and what was taking them so long, they were drunk, and they seemed so lost. All of a SUDDEN I wound up sitting right next to them. Next to the young man was a woman she had to be in her 40's and she took on the role of a mentor in his life, however her desire was to manipulate the anointing on his life through ability to sing. I asked him why hadn't he made it to my house yet and he said that he got lost along the way but he still intended on coming. I waited as long as I could and when I realized he wasn't planning on moving I left to find my husband. Their was a Cruise Ship taking off the cool thing about it was it was in water but the water was in the sky. As I approached the docking doors to the boat my husband pulled up the door and I wasn't able to get in. His last words to me was what took you so long, I told him and he said I told you to leave it alone. The boat began to move and  there I was left standing alone.

For many who read this, you may not understand what God was saying, and for others you may pull your own interpretation. But this is the true interpretation. At times when it comes to covering people or mentoring them you want to see that person succeed. You will sacrifice, and forfeit God's will just to feel a sense of I completed the assignment with that particular individual. However, you have a choice. When God sends people into your life and there is a mutual understanding of the assignment and its forfeited by the individual don't beat yourself up. People tend to forget that when it comes to prophecy and God's will, God never forces us to make the right decision. Don't miss your initial Purpose and Destiny over your life. It's one thing when your dealing with a lost baby, but when a baby has graduated to becoming an Adult they are then held accountable for their right and wrongs. That's why when it comes to the judgement of God, when a innocent child dies they go to heaven. It's not until you know right from wrong that God holds you accountable for whats good and bad.

Never forget the bigger picture: SOULS. There are too many people who need Jesus, to be pushed into their destined place. It's okay to Love what you do but ALWAYS USE WISDOM if not you WILL MISS THE BOAT.

Prophetess K

Test those Waters

It's been awhile since I've blogged, so much has happened since the last time I posted. God has most definitely poured more of his infinite wisdom, revelation, and understanding concerning the spirit realm and the body of Christ as a whole. Something that I know needs addressing when it comes to healthy spiritual growth is testing out the Waters before taking a dip.

Water has such a powerful meaning behind it, its actually how the Holy spirit is portrayed in the Spirit realm. However, just like in the natural we have murky waters the same applies in the spirit. Back in the day I used to go to a church for a few Sundays and then join membership. Did you know there is warfare that comes with the membership? I used to attend a church where the Spirit of Poverty was heavy, before I attended I never had financial issues, bills were paid on time, and I always had money left over to play with. After joining the poverty stricken church even with paying tithes and offering I was always BROKE. I started to get depressed and questioning God about his promises. God revealed to me why I was being attacked one day in prayer it was because of what I welcomed into my home (my spirit) when I joined the church. If I could fit a scripture at this point it would be Ephesians 6:12, " For we wrestle not against flesh and blood..." It didn't make sense when he revealed it to me at first, but it started to make more sense as I began to pay attention.

Revelation is like a fresh pair of contacts, you begin to see everything. I noticed how there was always a pressing for sacrificial offerings, people always needing to borrow money from the church to pay bills, etc... When I finally left that place of worship, a shift happened in my life with my finances. This can also be applied to spirits such as lust, adultery, fornication, lying, gossiping, etc... Spirits aren't always transferred through the laying of hands, if your spirit is open in an atmosphere with demonic forces it makes it easier for the enemy to enter in. You may have never been a whore monger, but you find yourself lusting after the opposite (for many the same sex due to the relevancy of the homosexual spirit in the church) sex, or you find yourself being tormented when you were never the one to experience that until you started attending a certain church. Always remember you can't call every place home, I don't care how anointed the Pastor is, or how big the church is. Make sure you try it out. Deception is the new face of ministry and because its a spirit it can mold into any atmosphere, leader, or church. DISCERNMENT is the KEY.

Read the Fine Print

Its been awhile since my last blog and yet so many things have gone on that I believe were worthy to be blogged about. This is my feeble attempt to play catch up with it being 4 months already into the year. God has kept the phrase, to every choice there is an consequence sound in my spirit. I felt it would be selfish if I didn't share and help someone who may be in need of encouragement on a decision/choice they may be facing. It has been exactly 8 months since I have worked a job. That is a very long time especially when bills never stop coming and you have a family to take care of... but the way it came about was interesting and sadly its taken me this long to receive revelation on why things happened the way that they did.... I previously worked at a University in the Records department I was there for 2 years before I was written off from work due to anxiety and stress. I found it to be interesting how after 22 years of abuse, (sexual, mental, physical, and emotional) homelessness, struggling as a single parent to two toddlers, moving around, and marriage I never suffered from any form of anxiety.  But a job I worked for 2 years caused this disorder. Hmmm. My first month from work was a struggle all I did was Worry from the time I woke up until I went to sleep and even in my dreams. Depression became my bestfriend, my once Faith in God turned into a figment of my imagination. I prayed daily but worried right after and I begun to take my frustrations out on God. Many would wonder how could a believer, prophetess,  minister of the Gospel get to this point in life where the same God who carried her through everything she went through she lost Faith and Trust in. What made the situation even more crazy was God told me he was getting ready to get me off my job. This is what happens when we begin to confuse Spiritual Situations with Natural Reactions. At times we as Christians when we cant pull an understanding we lean to our own understanding I don't care how Holy you profess to be. Which brings me to my next point. The door or window that we need open that God can only open wont open if we are standing in the way. Read the fine print which is the Word of God. Where Faith is needed Worry is present. When joy comes sadness awaits Where there is positivity negativity is around the corner Its the balance of the Law and the world. But nothing is permanent until death. I want to encourage you when God prepares you for a shift don't lean to your emotions to deal with it. It took me Eight Months to Learn: A lesson taught is a lesson learned but its never for the individual that its presented to its for those who he/she will come in contact with. God will sometimes bring you to your lowest to show you his Greatness. Some gifts arent just handed on a Silver platter you gotta go through the Experience to become the Expertise. Lastly, if your going to preach the Truth of the Word you have to know the Truth of the word. Knowledge is the key. Be blessed Prophetess Kourtney Greene

It's been Awhile

I'm baaaack! This is a new year and I'm excited for what God is getting ready to do in the lives of his people...especially me (gotta make it personal) I have been on a very long consecration and it ended yesterday. We all have things that we consecrate for and from in the beginning of the year but I can assure you it wasn't for  what most churches fast for such as more members, or money to finish projects for the upcoming year. I didnt' do the standard Daniel fast either..I did what I call a Spiritual Consecration. I had never done one before but it worked. I consecrated for CONFIDENCE in my spirit. I never really realized this until my husband pointed it out, that I accepted the call of God upon my life, anointing, and authority. However I didnt accept the title. When I would minister, or prophesy it wasn't as Prophetess it was as Kourtney. Many who read this may have the same views I did, its not about the title its about humbly submitting to God as a Child of God so he can use you. Titles are so overrated because of many who has come in God's name but been of the devil...etc. etc. etc. But, God brought something to my attention, he shared with me that if he didnt want us to accept titles he wouldn't have them. There is a certain Authority that comes with the various titles that God has placed on many of our lives. In the spirit realm the enemy and demons dont fear you because your name is Ryan, or Angie it is the anointing and the respected title that God has placed upon you, whether its Prophet, Apostle, Evangelist, Teacher, Bishop, Minister...you catch my drift. I also realized that man don't respect you if you don't have confidence in who God has called you to be. A Pastor of a church is referred to as Pastor by his members not Paul if his name is Paul, and just incase you didnt know Pastor is a title that holds an Authority. When it comes to titles the main issue is the Pride that one takes on. It is very important to be humble and submissive to God and his will but you cannot deny God's word. If God called you it you walk in it, its not rocket science. Jesus clearly stated that he did not come to do away with the law..so to those who think when jesus came all the prophets vanished that is wrong. I encourage you today that if you are struggling with accepting who God has anointed you to be because of the opinions of man, you have reevaluate your stance as a Child of God. Your desire should be to serve and please God not caring what others think. Walk in who and what God has called you be.

Prophetess Kourtney Greene

Why hasn't God answered my Prayers?

So its been awhile since I have blogged as I step into this new season of insight and prophetic understanding I pray that my words are received in Wisdom and in Love.

FAITH-belief that is not based on proof:

TRUST-confident expectation of something; hope.

There are so many things that we as God's people have experienced and through the duration of this blog I have covered almost every possible aspect of Man's view of the church, down to the sin that so easily beset us as Christians. However the word that has been so sound in my spirit has been Trust. Last night I had the privilege to teach on Trust to 2 of my spiritual children. Everyone knows that Trust means to depend on or believe in. But like Faith without Trust it is impossible to please God. It is also impossible to have one without the other. I know in my earlier walk with Christ I wondered why it seemed as if I had faith that God could rip the ceiling open he would give me one of those Moses visitations (lol but it never happened) Oftentimes when I had bills due or lacked in a need in my life, out of my mouth I would declare FAITH but it seemed as if that very thing I had FAITH in never worked on my behalf. Why is that? Everyone whom I shared my desires with have said, "Girl all you need is FAITH the size of a Mustard Seed and God'll do it but noone ever told me I had to TRUST as well. TRUST had been a touchy subject for me for years. But TRUST was the key to receiving those things that I had FAITH in. You can have FAITH that good will happen but if you don't TRUST in the one who you place FAITH in it will never happen. Did you know The factor of TRUST will eliminate Doubt? Doubt only comes when the thing you asked God for didnt come to pass as fast as you desire. If you Trusted in God believing no matter when it will happen, it shall happen, that makes a difference in your Endurance of Faith.

The Cause and Effect

Faith is the Plant, Trust is the Water. The Greater the Faith the Bigger the Seed, The Greater the Trust the Faster the Growth. Remember Faith is the substance of things hoped for (Hebrews 11:1) and Trust is the Expectation of Confidence in the thing you are believing God for. Where does your weakness lie, is it the fact of believing something you can't see or is it remaining steadfast to the thing you have FAITH in? When you find where your lacking, a simple prayer of help will get you on the right path.

A Prayer of Faith

Heavenly Father I acknowledge that I have been weak in Faith but I acknowledge as you said in your word that All things work together for my good, I also realize that without Faith it is impossible to please you. I ask on this day that you strengthen me and instill in me a burning desire of belief that you will do what you have promised as long as I believe. I ask that you help me when Doubt enters my spirit and I denounce anything that is not like you that may be hindering me. I declare Victory in your son Jesus name. I thank you for your gift of Faith and the Victory I have declared through this prayer In Jesus Name. Amen.

A Prayer of Trust

Heavenly Father first giving honor to you in Humility and Meekness I ask for your help on Trust today. Lord I realize that I have not placed my total Trust in you but I am asking for your help. Teach me how to Trust in you and to forgive those who have hurt me in my past. I acknowledge that all things are possible to those who believe. Show me the error of my ways and show me what I am holding on to that is hindering me from moving forward. Lord I believe in what you said when you spoke if we desire it then we shall have it. Thank you for granting me Trust today in Jesus Name. Amen.

I pray you were blessed today and that you can apply this information in any aspect of your life.

PKG

The Wicked Witch of the South

God has been dealing with me about this for sometime, I am tired of these Women in ministry hiding behind their husbands operating in Divination. I had a woman reach out to me a while ago basically telling on her self. Like any person who comes into my life I went to God in prayer and asked him about this woman, well....he revealed to me that she was a Witch. It didn't come as a surprise to me she looked and acted like one. The more I try to wrap my mind around why is their so many Jezebels the more frustrated I get. The more I try to wrap my mind around the fact that no one is stepping up to the plate as far as calling these women out, and teaching them how to act as a wife, lady of the church, and a mother. Now on to what this blog is about.


About 4 months ago God placed a woman in my spirit whom I looked up to for years, she had a great influence on Women and Men when it came to deliverance and the spirit realm. However, because I looked up to her so much it was hard for me to see who she really was because of the blinders.
How do you think it would have been for Jesus if his name was plastered in lights for the world to see and he operated like many people in ministry now, asking for money to give a word or heal the sick? Would Jesus still have the same credibility and respect in the eyes of men. If Jesus told us to follow him then wouldn't many of us be disobedient because of the boastfulness and ego of our mindsets along with our actions.
Understand this its not hard for a demon to recognize you (so don't think for a second the anointing keeps you spot free lol) This Woman of God has been notorious for teaching on the Jezebel Spirit, she know how it walk, talk, eat and breathe, however what I can't seem to understand is why hasn't she got delivered yet? Many of us understand the concept of demonic transference, some us can't wrap our minds around it  but it doesn't change the fact of how real it is. Although we may see the innocence of an individual whether it was before they had a demon or while one inhabited their body. You have to remember when a person has yielded their body over to the enemy for selfish gain because of revenge or pain you can't trust their motives on anything. The whole goal of that demon is to multiply. Demons purpose is to create chaos among humans because their time on earth is getting shorter as the days past by. Its a shame that many don't realize that although the devil comes after the weak his desire is to seek those with influence because he can make a bigger impact. Why would he chose a leader with 10 members when he can use someone who has influence over millions. This blog is for awareness. Someone may have had it altogether but one instance of pain that has never been dealt can cause what was once pure to become dead. Never forget when a plant is completely dead it can't be revived, you have to pitch it and start over. That doesn't mean the seed was bad it means it wasn't cared after properly. Instead of people seeing the dead leaves and plucking them off they ignored it. Instead of people seeing the soil dry they ignored it. No matter how much it leaned and how many leaves fell no one did anything about it. We as Christians lets put an end to it. Women of God although many of us have lacked in the department when it comes to having a real mother their for us, you can't be so quick to calling someone momma. When you create that tie with an individual you then associate yourself in the spirit with similar characteristics. Let's break this down. My Natural Mother had an anger problem, growing up I had an anger problem, and in my child I notice an anger problem trying to formulate. This is all due to the connection. If your spiritual mother has a spirit of Witchcraft/Jezebel Spirit, as pure as you may be that spirit will latch itself onto you, and as you receive spiritual children it was pass on down. In order to stop this spiritual generational curse you have to put an end to it, first by using discernment,  then by rebuking the demon, praying for the individual, and teaching. The only way we can save our generation from falling into what has happened for years with the demonic influence we have to stop whats already alive by killing it at the root. Ladies we have to do better when it comes to dealing with emotions especially on things that have been traumatic in our lives. If you know your not ready to lead quit trying. Although it may be painful you have to deal with it and Forgive whoever it is. You only get One life to live so do it with the right motives and the Love of God.


Lets push God's Love to everyone. We know his Love always prevails it never fails.

GB
Kourtney