I sat here for awhile trying to figure out how I was going to word this without offending anyone, but I've realized that someone's feelings will get hurt. I pray this subject helps atleast one person!
When someone says pull up your panties, you first think of SEX. Women keep your legs close, etc..this has nothing to do with that.
When you use the Bathroom you don't just sit on the toilet with your clothes on do you?( I would think not, most of us pull down our pants.) As Wo(Men) we are already designed to be emotional beings. From time to time things in our life causes us to feel overwhelmed, frustrated, and disappointed however we shouldn't let those things keep us down.
Truth is, we can't change how we came into the world, what family we were birthed in, and the path God has for us, etc but you can Change how you react to life and its hiccups. Like using the restroom, sometimes things in our life can constipate us, but we have to PUSH through those situations until we receive a release. Next God then provides the tissue, he cleans up the mess or stains that is left when we release. Afterwards, does that mean you keep sitting there? No, you then have to GET UP an PULL UP your (Pant)ies. Underwear in this context is symbolic to Security. Where do you find Security? Is it in the Word? Praying, Praising, or Worshipping? Whatever it is excercise it in order to get you through to the next time you have to Use the Bathroom. No one can go to the bathroom for you, its a one man job. Quit trying to take others into the bathroom with you, and quit leaving your (Pant)ies down.
PUSH. RELEASE. and Move Foward!!
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July 13, 2011
July 11, 2011
Mirror. Mirror. On the Wall, Whose the Fairest of them All? Jezebel.
The Most Feared Demonic force in the world and it all stems from an Emotion.
Jezebel was first acknowledged in 1 Kings, when she married the King Ahab. She was portrayed as a Notorious woman known for using her beauty to seduce men into doing whatever she wanted. Many say that she did her dirt in the shadow of her husband, but that is not the case. I've had many encounters with this demonic force, I actually use to lend my body to her whenever she felt the need to feel empowered.
How did I get the spirit?
It actually started when I was treated like dirt by a man. I was in my senior year of Highschool and I met this guy named Will. We used to hang out all the time. I was never attracted to him he was someone who I pretty much could call to rescue me from my pschizophrenic and bi polar grandmother. (Story is featured in my book Overcoming the Odds) I should have known eventually he would try and take our friendship to the next level, however I was knieve to the fact. On Christmas Eve around 12:00pm in 2005, Will picked me up to go hang out with him before I went out of town. This time was different. He told me when we got to the house that he wanted to have sex with me. I was mad, I never made a pass at him, hinted or flirted with: He was Dog Ugly. (I can't tell you everything that happened I would spoil the Chapter in my book) To make a Long story short, he spread a rumor about me, calling me a B****, Hoe, and Lame. I had men who walked up to me all the time asking me when am I going to let them hit. Every time a man said it, it made me angrier. Revenge started seeping into my spirit. I absolutely hated going to school, but I had no choice. Finally one day I took a stand and put him in his place infront of the student body after lunch. I never heard from him again pertaining to that situation. That didn't stop the scarring that already took place. I made a vow to myself that never again would I let another man hurt me the way that this man did.
(The rest of my story is in my upcoming book Sleep'n with the Enemy: Life after Highschool)
My previous Blog talked about when God called me a Wayward Woman that was the last step to my deliverance from this Demonic Spirit. Like many now, I didn't want to accept the fact that I had let this spirit control me, before I knew what a Prophetess was ( I wasn't raised in church) I knew that I had the ability to see when a Man is weak and prey on it. Many do that in ministry now. You have leaders who look for those "babes" in Christ and present themselves as Spiritual Mothers and Fathers to God's Children. You have Women preachers who get turned on when they see their deacons and ministers that are both Man and Woman in the church. You have the leaders who make you feel guilty while in the pullpit, using phrases such as you don't know what I have been through so don't judge me.
Why is Jezebel portrayed as a Woman? (Notorious Women in the Bible)
Spirits are said to be Unisex, however since Eve in Genesis a woman has been portrayed to be Manipulative, especially towards a man. Eve who superceded what her husband told her not to do. Listened to a Creature and his ideocricies(me I wouldve ran, but they didnt have any knowledge until they ate from the tree) because the devil knew how much Adam loved his wife (emotions) he played on that and influenced him to eat from the "Forbidden tree" and the rest is history. It was then that the seed of manipulation was impregnated into Eve, and from then on it passed through the generations. The spirit of Jezebel never wants to go unseen so it shows its head periodically throughout the bible. Another run in with Jezie was when Tamar, manipulated Judah because she was mad (emotions) and still didnt win. (2 Sam 13: 1-22) Bathsheba she wasn't pleased by her husband so she did it to David, got knocked up by him, and married him. (2 Sam Ch 11) Delilah was the woman who was broke and she decided to use her wisdom, and beauty to entice Samson to break him down (Judges 16: 4-5) Potiphar's wife she was another one of them horny women who husband didn't please her and tried to flirt hard with Joseph because he was attractive. (Genesis 39: 7-12) I could go on and on but you get my point.
The only one who was shown as being delivered thats mentioned in the bible was Mary Magadelene, and she then walked along side Jesus. In The Book of Revelation, Jezebel was portrayed yet again as a woman (prophetess) against the country of Thyatira and she influenced the men and caused them to engage in sexual immorality. (Revelation 2: 20-23)
Symptoms
*Manipulation
*Anger
*Unresolved Emotions
*Revengeful
**Note that Fear is her cousin, depression is her brother, and lying is her sister**
The Antidote
As you see you can't run from her or hide but you can take a stand against her. Love is the key. The spirit is fed off of negative emotions subsequently anger. Fasting and praying is another great tactic that can be used. Jezebel won't leave unless there is a willingness. Because of the Authority/Boldness of the spirit, no man or woman should be quick to lay hands on an individual that possess this spirit. Above all things God through his son Jesus Christ can remove all things. One thing I will say even when fighting this spirit or any of the others, they all have to bow at the name of Jesus. Don't try to be Jehu if you weren't called to walk under that Authority.
So...It's time to look in the mirror, what do you see? Past the Makeup, Acne, Fake Lashes, Lipstick, and Lipgloss. Don't let this spirit continue to win, its a First Class ticket to Hell.
Don't be deceived, be careful of who you share information with. Walk in Integrity. Always display Wisdom, Knowledge, and Understanding. Show Love everyday to everyone.
Support our Fundraiser! http://www.bkenterprise.org/
Jezebel was first acknowledged in 1 Kings, when she married the King Ahab. She was portrayed as a Notorious woman known for using her beauty to seduce men into doing whatever she wanted. Many say that she did her dirt in the shadow of her husband, but that is not the case. I've had many encounters with this demonic force, I actually use to lend my body to her whenever she felt the need to feel empowered.
How did I get the spirit?
It actually started when I was treated like dirt by a man. I was in my senior year of Highschool and I met this guy named Will. We used to hang out all the time. I was never attracted to him he was someone who I pretty much could call to rescue me from my pschizophrenic and bi polar grandmother. (Story is featured in my book Overcoming the Odds) I should have known eventually he would try and take our friendship to the next level, however I was knieve to the fact. On Christmas Eve around 12:00pm in 2005, Will picked me up to go hang out with him before I went out of town. This time was different. He told me when we got to the house that he wanted to have sex with me. I was mad, I never made a pass at him, hinted or flirted with: He was Dog Ugly. (I can't tell you everything that happened I would spoil the Chapter in my book) To make a Long story short, he spread a rumor about me, calling me a B****, Hoe, and Lame. I had men who walked up to me all the time asking me when am I going to let them hit. Every time a man said it, it made me angrier. Revenge started seeping into my spirit. I absolutely hated going to school, but I had no choice. Finally one day I took a stand and put him in his place infront of the student body after lunch. I never heard from him again pertaining to that situation. That didn't stop the scarring that already took place. I made a vow to myself that never again would I let another man hurt me the way that this man did.
(The rest of my story is in my upcoming book Sleep'n with the Enemy: Life after Highschool)
My previous Blog talked about when God called me a Wayward Woman that was the last step to my deliverance from this Demonic Spirit. Like many now, I didn't want to accept the fact that I had let this spirit control me, before I knew what a Prophetess was ( I wasn't raised in church) I knew that I had the ability to see when a Man is weak and prey on it. Many do that in ministry now. You have leaders who look for those "babes" in Christ and present themselves as Spiritual Mothers and Fathers to God's Children. You have Women preachers who get turned on when they see their deacons and ministers that are both Man and Woman in the church. You have the leaders who make you feel guilty while in the pullpit, using phrases such as you don't know what I have been through so don't judge me.
Why is Jezebel portrayed as a Woman? (Notorious Women in the Bible)
Spirits are said to be Unisex, however since Eve in Genesis a woman has been portrayed to be Manipulative, especially towards a man. Eve who superceded what her husband told her not to do. Listened to a Creature and his ideocricies(me I wouldve ran, but they didnt have any knowledge until they ate from the tree) because the devil knew how much Adam loved his wife (emotions) he played on that and influenced him to eat from the "Forbidden tree" and the rest is history. It was then that the seed of manipulation was impregnated into Eve, and from then on it passed through the generations. The spirit of Jezebel never wants to go unseen so it shows its head periodically throughout the bible. Another run in with Jezie was when Tamar, manipulated Judah because she was mad (emotions) and still didnt win. (2 Sam 13: 1-22) Bathsheba she wasn't pleased by her husband so she did it to David, got knocked up by him, and married him. (2 Sam Ch 11) Delilah was the woman who was broke and she decided to use her wisdom, and beauty to entice Samson to break him down (Judges 16: 4-5) Potiphar's wife she was another one of them horny women who husband didn't please her and tried to flirt hard with Joseph because he was attractive. (Genesis 39: 7-12) I could go on and on but you get my point.
The only one who was shown as being delivered thats mentioned in the bible was Mary Magadelene, and she then walked along side Jesus. In The Book of Revelation, Jezebel was portrayed yet again as a woman (prophetess) against the country of Thyatira and she influenced the men and caused them to engage in sexual immorality. (Revelation 2: 20-23)
Symptoms
*Manipulation
*Anger
*Unresolved Emotions
*Revengeful
**Note that Fear is her cousin, depression is her brother, and lying is her sister**
The Antidote
As you see you can't run from her or hide but you can take a stand against her. Love is the key. The spirit is fed off of negative emotions subsequently anger. Fasting and praying is another great tactic that can be used. Jezebel won't leave unless there is a willingness. Because of the Authority/Boldness of the spirit, no man or woman should be quick to lay hands on an individual that possess this spirit. Above all things God through his son Jesus Christ can remove all things. One thing I will say even when fighting this spirit or any of the others, they all have to bow at the name of Jesus. Don't try to be Jehu if you weren't called to walk under that Authority.
So...It's time to look in the mirror, what do you see? Past the Makeup, Acne, Fake Lashes, Lipstick, and Lipgloss. Don't let this spirit continue to win, its a First Class ticket to Hell.
Don't be deceived, be careful of who you share information with. Walk in Integrity. Always display Wisdom, Knowledge, and Understanding. Show Love everyday to everyone.
Support our Fundraiser! http://www.bkenterprise.org/
July 7, 2011
Pain that Cuts Like a Knife
One of the WORST hurts that you can feel is : CHURCH HURT
How many have been at a church where there gift wasn't accepted? How many have confided in someone but later found out they told everybody, they momma, and their kids? How many have been hit on by a Leader? How many have been made promises and they have been broken?
I have found that alot of people who have experienced Church Hurt, have not dealt with it. You know the ministries that don't grow, or the preachers who curse in the pullpit, those who water down the Bible, those who preach to make you feel good...if you asked the Leader what made them start their own ministry I almost bet you a large percentage did it because their feelings got hurt. Ministry has went from being Spirit Based, to Emotion Based. A few years ago I experienced Church Hurt at its fullest.
I was raised Catholic, when I turned 13 I became Baptist, and when I turned 18 I became Pentecostal. I met this guy that went to the Pentecostal Church I was attending at the time, to make a long story short I got pregnant by him. I went from the Choir to the Pew in a matter of days which is understandable I knew that I was Singing and Sexing. However because he was one of the "main" Musicians in the church he got to continue to strum on his Bass Guitar. The Theory of the Leader was if I sat him down he would leave the church forever, and until I could prove that the baby I was carrying was his he would be allowed to continue to "strum on his guitar." Being that I wasn't really raised in the church I left. I felt hurt they treated me like I was the abominable snowman. God dealt with me and I wound up going back, when I came back to my surprise he was sat down, but it didn't stop there I became the talk of the church. Instead of the Older women teaching me and helping me they gossiped. Here I was a young lady who recently came out of an abuse shelter, to living in the projects, being on public assistance, and dropped out of college. I wanted a baby shower bt was told that if they throw me a baby shower that would mean they condoned the sin (so I didnt get one) however when I was in the hospital they sent a candy basket. They treated me like I was diseased, and my baby like it was an alien, some of the women called her demon baby. These are the same women who grabbed the mic every sunday and woooo Jesus ,Yes Lord, and Rabashaba. I was confused like many of us who have dealt with this level of hurt. How could children of God, Ministers, and Leaders act like this...10 months later I got pregnant again, this time the Pastor got involved, a woman who God had placed in my life to minister to me was called to a meeting by him. He told her to be careful being around me, I'm a hurting woman, and a compulsive liar. I called him and asked him did he say those things, (NOW YOU KNOW SOME PEOPLE JUST BOLD AND DON'T CARE IF IT HURTS YOUR FEELINGS OR NOT) he said Yes I said it. I cried. and cried some more. He knew I was crying so he said well I'm sorry if it hurt your feelings and told me he would call me later and never did. After that I vowed I would never open up to another Leader: you can't trust them. Before God would allow a grudge to manifest in my spirit he told me in prayer one day, daughter let it go, I will take care of it. Here we go back to the word INTERNALIZE, where we mess up when being hurt by someone is letting it sit in our spirit and entertain it. If we know whose we are then we know that he is the avenger of all things done wrong to his children. Who has hurt you? When your around certain people in church do you get disgusted by just their presence? Who do you after 10 years done passed still talk bad about? It's time to be real, sometimes an act of hurt that has never been dealt with can hinder your Ministry. Confess your hurt to God, Ask him to work it out, and Walk away from it. It's your season walk in the newness of Christ.
Remember: CONFESS, ASK, and WALK
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