Desperate ChurchWives of Ministry

This Blog has been pressing in my Spirit for awhile. I believe this is something that goes unaddressed and it does more damage than good in ministry among women.

I have had the pleasure to meet a lot of Pastor Wives and Girlfriends in Ministry. There are a lot of young couples sharing the faith and striving to be productive for the Kingdom but they lack maturity. Ladies you gotta do better. Majority of you serve as Intercessors, Prophetesses, Evangelists, and Apostles along side our spouses, but some how forgotten your purpose when it comes to dealing with other women. Since no one wants to address it I feel led, not every woman who reaches out to your spouse desires him. So many times as women we feel as if were operating out of the Spirit of God using discernment but really its Emotions. Although you may not think it poses a hindrance to your spouse ministry it does. Remind yourself if God put you together can't no man put it asunder. When dealing with spirits whether it be Lust, Witchcraft, Anger, Jealousy they have no GENDER.  As a Woman of God you have to walk more in the Spirit of God and not the Spirit of Self. Whether you want to admit it or not you know it ain't right. Stop complaining and nagging, you are the Mother to the Ministry and every soul that your husband covers. If you feel rebellious, angry, and frustrated while reading this, there is a spirit trying to take root named Jezebel so rebuke it and be set free. Operate more out of Love in actions, and in words when dealing with your spouse. Surround yourself around other Women of God that will support you and push you. Not everything needs to be said when something is revealed to you, sometimes you just have to get quiet and pray. I am not saying don't express yourself in strong rebuke to those who you know openly attack your husband (don't get it twisted if the devil tried to act a donkey towards my husband, I will hit him with a right and left, and have no problem telling the devil to sit down and shut up in Jesus name) In doing so remember you have to always be supportive, its not his fault he has been anointed and appointed to do the work of the Lord.  Trust in your Man of God. He is your Strength and you are his, if you are weak in spirit that can affect him. Be strong and of Good Courage, Be Meek and Forgiving, Do not give the devil Authority over your mind and Emotions, stay prayed up, Keep your Husband covered, and KEEP IT MOVING!

Prayer

Lord I thank you for the call to Ministry you have given my husband and I. I ask that you always guide me in Wisdom, when it comes to the Matters of my Flesh, Teach me how to operate in your Love and not my Emotions. Father forgive me If I have said things that were not pleasing to you, I understand to much is given much is required. On this day I put all trust in you and my husband to make the right decisions when doing your Will in our lives. I rebuke the Spirit of Jezebel from trying to take root in my Mind and Emotions I declare myself triumphant and free in Jesus Name, Amen.

I pray this helps someone its time to restore Love and Order back into the church and Ministry. If your unhappy remember you said Yes and I do to your Husband and all that came along with him such as the Ministry.  Learn what it takes to be a Wife and the Office. You are Victorious!

Sexually Transmitted Demons

We've all heard the term Spiritually Transmitted Demons, in the natural Sexually Transmitted Diseases, what do you get when you mix the two together? Sexually Transmitted Demons. Where does it Stem from and what does it really mean? We all know God is a healer, and we know by Faith all things are possible to those who believe in God. God told us whatsoever things we desire when we pray, believe that we receive them. This doesn't just apply to receiving blessings, this goes for those things that so easily beset us from moving into the place God has for us such as SEXUAL SIN.


STD's
 I have ran into some who have acquired STD's while living for Christ. Some of the diseases are seen in the open others are covered up by clothing. 


Herpes
Any of several viral diseases causing the eruption of small blisterlike vesicles on the skin or mucous membranes, especially herpes simplex.


Herpes in the Body is a Manifestation of a Demon. In my life time I've met quite a few people who happened to have it on their mouths, God gave me a revelation concerning that, The power of Life and Death is in the Tongue, our Tongues are one of the most sacred parts of our body, Our Mouths are used for exposing if Sin Manifests it will be exposed.


Gonorrhea
 (a common venereal disease caused by the bacterium Neisseria gonorrhoeae; symptoms are painful urination and pain around the urethra


This STD is common it causes it to burn when you pee, Some sexual demons can be so rooted that when you try to release they remind you that their still there. The burning sensation is in regards to the pain many experience in their life.

bacterial vaginosis

Women with BV may have an abnormal vaginal discharge with an unpleasant odor. Some women report a strong fish-like odor, especially after intercourse. Discharge, if present, is usually white or gray; it can be thin. 

When dealing with Demonic forces, they are unseen to the natural eye, when talking about Bacteria we all know that it stems from dirt and filth. Discharging in the Spirit is the reaction to our Body when trying to repel something that does not belong. While in High School I met a young lady who would walk around and you could smell her down the hall. She was well known for being sexually active.

 Demons don't have a common courteousy for people, they don't care how people see you. As people who deal with flesh we don't never think of the consequences to situations, we are focused always on the NOW. I wrote this blog not to school you on STD's but to show you that its deeper than a flesh disease, demons come to take root in one's spirit. Sometimes a simple rebuke wont get rid of it. Jesus while teaching the disciples on casting out demons, there was a time when the Apostles went to cast a demon off of someone and they couldn't, and Jesus let them know, some things leave only by fasting and praying. I encourage you if it's your flesh that you struggle with look past the feeling of pleasure. Is 10 min of pleasure worth a Lifetime of Issues or Eternity in Hell? If you are a minister or leader in the church understand the enemy seeks for an opening, he will take you out if you let him. As a Child of God you have Authority over your flesh!

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Deliver Me!

 For the past few years God has always dealt with me concerning true deliverance. I have had many run ins with people who went to church, spirit was high, they shouted, rolled and crawled on the floor got up and still was dealing with the same thing they sought deliverance for. I have met those who go to church, go down to the alter for prayer go down dealing with one issue come up with many issues because the minister who laid hands on them transfered demons. I have met those who try to sow their pain away they believe if they sow there life savings the prayers that they pray will be answered and they'll be set free. Then there those who rely on the word from a Prophet but never get what they are seeking God for. What to do??

In 2008 when I was seeking God for deliverance I did all of those things except rolling on the floor and crawling. I began to get frustrated with myself, I thought somthing was seriously wrong with me. One night God woke me up and  began to deal with me with all the hell I sowed in my life. It seemed like I heard from God more at night than I did during the day. He told me if I were to confess all my wrong doings he could do something with me. It was painful reliving every moment and every situation, nevertheless God carried me through. After I confessed I apologized to everyone who I hurt, some received it others did not but God shared with me if they dont forgive you I wont forgive them. Next I went on a fast for 40 days, the choice of food wasnt the hard part the continuous showing me who I used to be was it, God had to completely uproot and resoil the foundation that was apart of the old me. One day while talking to God I felt an unction in my spirit to lay hands on myself :that was the beginning of a journey. I knew demons were real and they existed but I didnt know the full impact they had on people. To make a long story short I got delivered because of my Faith, I absolutely refused to let the devil have anymore foothold in my life. Some of it was scary, especially to have another voice speaking through you. It's just not normal and its down right embarassing but because I wanted to be set free I wouldnt give up. 

What does all this mean for me?

Because Church and People have become so tainted its hard to find those genuine spirited Men/Women of God to pray for you without risking getting sick, becoming possessed, or dying in the Spirit. God wanted me to remind his people that the same spirit in the bible that healed the sick, make the deaf hear, and raise the dead is inside of all of us who has received the gift of the Holyghost. The determining factor to all of this is FAITH. Don't wait on Sunday to get help, get help now! Man is not your deliverer, God is and God is inside of all of us!

Having Faith and Fighting no matter the Opposition with True Deep Confession and a Made up Mind = DELIVERANCE! Walk it out!

Hide and GO Seek

When you have excercised every Authority that God has given you to fight against the unseen forces, when you get drained and want to give up..its time to Hide and Go Seek.
You may think its just a regular ol kids game but its more spiritual if anything. For the past few months I have been in a battle. Warfare and a child of God is like Oil and Water it don't mix. In my physical man everything I have been going through in the spirit has been presented as sickness in the natural. Attacks like this is enough to make you want to throw in the towel and jump off a cliff however I stand.

What do most people do when there in FEAR?

They hide but when you hide in Fear you put your assignment in a state of stagnation. I actually started writing this a few weeks ago, but God wouldn't let me publish it. I had been going through warfare for the past few weeks, I was mad when I found out a Woman of God was sending demons to me in the spirit. Anyone who knows me knows that aint even cool with me, when I found out I wanted to snap! But now because I have been groomed and taught by the Lord I decided to do something different..hide and seek. When it comes to warfare the enemy presents it like its a game with one goal to take you out. Sometimes you can't react you gotta just be still. I dont care what your title is or the anointing on your life...be still. Remember Jesus when the devil came to tempt him, we all know Jesus could have used his God given Authority to cast him to hell and never return but he just stood his ground. What do you do when someone sticks their finger in there nose and holds there finger 2 inches from your face, but you know if you move that booger has no choice but to get on you? STAND. As a Christian Life is not made to make you feel comfortable. No matter what the enemy presents to you, Stand but while doing so Seek God and Hide in his secret place. If you ever feel stressed and it seems like its getting hard, read Psalms 91 out loud.

Remember you cant do nothing in your own might but through Christ Jesus. 

Manslaughter: The Spirit of Imitation

There is a song that goes like this, anything you can do I can do better, I can do anything better than you. Thats not only a lie thats a demon. Have you ever shared something with someone and they turned around and produced the same visions completely identical to yours?? When I first joined ministry in 2007, God gave me a vision for how I would do my Womens Ministry, I was so eager and excited to share the vision with someone (at the time I thought all Church folks were Saints) The Woman who attends my old church here in Nashville TN, went home on Sunday and produced a brochure with the name of her Womens Ministry and my vision. She was bold to even ask me to look at her  brochure and that i could keep one. We all know thats a demon but everyone doesnt see it like that. Now before I found Jesus Kourtney would have beat the brakes off of her. But I took it as a lesson learned. I was careful of who I shared my vision with and ideas.

Aborting the Flow
 Last year I wrote a book it was published and everything, I shared it with a male Apostle, do you know a few months later he produced a book with the cover being similar, and the title was similar as well. What kind of crap is that. I told myself it doesnt matter because my book was out before his, know one will know, etc....God showed me how even tho it wasnt produced before mine the enemy was trying to hinder the fruit that comes with the vision. The devil is a lie.

I want everyone who has business, ministry, even lavish lifestyles to watch out for these people. Not everyone is meant to be apart of the vision God has given you, some people seek to get close to you so they can steal your ideas and produce an imitation of the vision. To those this has already happen too don't sweat it, God showed me also that if he didnt give it to them to do they will never achieve the full potential as God had designed for you. Don't let fear of failure hinder you from moving forward into your purpose, God is a God of Faith. As long as you believe in what you cant see it will come into existence. The devil can't take what you don't give, most importantly always use WISDOM!

Under the Bridge: Finding Refuge

Finding Refuge

During my walk with Christ I have experienced and seen a lot of things. When talking with fellow believers I have learned that they all pretty much experience some form of rejection or deal with similar issues. While riding in the car often times on the interstate we pass under bridges, before I never really paid it attention, but God began to open up my eyes to see what was actually under the bridge. I started noticing blankets and pillows but I wouldn't see anyone there. One morning on the way to work I saw people! There were groups of men and women sleeping directly under the bridge, days when its cold their there, even when it rains their there. What does this mean to me? God was showing me, these women and men no matter how many cars pass by, no matter the weather, they still find rest and safety under these bridges. Oftentimes in life we worry about what others will say, when circumstances get crazy in our life we sometimes forget who we find refuge in. It is an unfortunate thing that our fellow brothers and sisters are without homes, but a house doesn't mean nothing if you don't know how to live in it. God refers to his children as the Church, in this instance a Home. As a Christian you are to live your life according to word, remembering that your always being watched by others. No matter the size of the storm God will grant you peace, but you have to trust in him. We all have heard the phrase Get your House in order, that means keep it clean, daily purging and cleansing your self. Keep the order set with God being the head. Mow your grass (Daily worship God) Keep your Windows Clean (Daily seeking God for Wisdom, Knowledge, and Understanding) and enjoy Life, but don't get comfortable. Find Refuge and let God direct your path.

"He who dwells in the Secret Place of the most high shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty." Psalm 91:1

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When the Ground Cries Out: The Significance of the EARTHQUAKE

When there is a drought and it rains the water is then absorbed into the Earth. Its like condensation, the water evaporates and it is put back into the clouds only for the rain to fall again back to the earth. To every thing there is a cycle and the cycle is never ending. When Jesus was on the cross with nails in his hands, feet, and a blood crown wrap around his head. Blood drained from his pours and hit the ground, which caused it to be absorbed by the Earth.

 The first time I heard of Earthquakes I was terrified, because usually when one hits a life is taken. The spiritual revelation I received from Earthquakes is the cycle of the blood. We know the Blood of Jesus provides, healing, restoration, peace, correction, love, etc. It only makes sense that the blood absorbed into the earth causes the ground to cry out from time to time. When the ground cries out there is usually Blood shed that causes those who die to go back into the ground. When a soul departs another one is born. Therefore continuing the cycle of Life.  Never forget the blood. Rejoice in Life knowing that our precious Savior paid a price for the sins of mankind. Instead of allowing Fear to immobilize you from walking into your destiny, let Fear PUSH you. You were designed for a purpose, trust in God and let your destiny be fulfilled.

Stop Wrestling with your Destiny.